I don't know how to put into words how I feel about being Gavin's mommy - amazing doesn't even begin to touch it! For so long I wondered if I would ever get to celebrate this day as a mommy and now I do and I love it! I often feel so inadequate about being a mommy (I am finding that is normal with moms though) and I wonder if God really knew what He was doing when He brought Gavin into our lives because he is such an intelligent and quick little boy and I am just not sure I know how to parent him and then I am reminded of the verse in Jeremiah that says that God has a definite plan for our life and He knows exactly what that plan is and it is a plan to prosper us - so comforting! I didn't know that I could love someone like I love Gavin but it is truly a blessing to be a part of his life and I am so grateful to everyone that was involved in making him a part of our lives! I really want to post Gavin's story and how everything came to be - it is just such an awesome story and I want to give it the time that it deserves. I promise that I will do it - soon!
We were having lunch on Saturday and Gavin was being a little difficult and while I was trying to get him to eat he grabbed my arm and looked at me and said, "Momma, can I be your baby?" How precious is that? Of course I said, "Yes, you can always be my baby!" He could have asked me for anything in that moment and it would have been his!
I love being a momma and I pray that God equips me to be the best momma that I can be to Gavin and any other babies that He has planned for us!
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